I let go

Falling from the edge

Never felt so thrilling

Nor terrifying

It was a longer drop than I

Anticipated

I was falling for so long

I didn’t see what

Would dare to

Catch me

I’m still falling

But the falling is less

Terrifying

Less

Thrilling

Somehow a calmness

And yet also a numbing

My brain is working

On the wiring of my body

I’m trying to catch up

My workmanships

Shoddy

I see me down below

And I see me

Up above

I have no answers

The answers I thought I knew

They’ve slid

Right out the window

Up real high

In the sky

I’m still falling

But the falling

It’s become

A state of being

A humble end

And yet a humble

Beginning

It doesn’t feel like losing

And yet no one is winning

I let go of the edge

To keep us from sinning